I’m Convinced, These Implants Are Fucking With Me

So it feels as if the severed nerves from my right, barren chest wall have somehow comeback to life only to run wild over my right rotator cuff wreaking havoc like the most difficult patch of embedded tree roots.

Who’s been through chemo here? What are your collateral affects of chemotherapy? No matter the cocktail they fed your veins, I’m curious how the fuck you cope with life, now and shit.

….more ramblings to come. Entering this blogging shit slow and stready af….which does not describe me at all. Never slow am I. Never steady am I.

4 thoughts on “I’m Convinced, These Implants Are Fucking With Me

  1. Hi. Just discovered you. Boy do I feel all the anger you had. Havent read everything yet, theres a lot. Yes I had breast cancer and due to more than one, my full left breast was removed. Id read horror stories of Reconstruction. Since I was already small breasted, I choose to live being a one boob woman. And yes the meds are putting weight on me like crazy. Cancer stole so much of my life. Left me with disappointment, emotional pain and little self worth. I have a lot of story to tell, none of it nice. But unlike you I did have insurance, but to lose it my first day back to work. Off 2 months and fired me my first day back. I found out who was friends, who loved me and sadly who really didnt. Summer is only a few months away, it will be my first as a freak woman.

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    • Hi there, thanks for stopping by. It’s unfortunate that needed to search ‘badboob’ and ‘fuck cancer’. Would truly love to hear more of your story, really. And — STFU — freak woman. Please hunny, you’re seriously amazing and brave af to opt for the single mastectomy. Fired on first day —- ffs. Call me. Xx or skype me — 919-986-9986 [cell and skype are same]. Let’s talk, connect and heal mama. ❤

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